Kiara Soobrayan
Jesuit Refugee Service
Johannesburg, Gauteng, South Africa
I have been working at the Jesuit Refugee Service (JRS) as a monitoring and evaluation intern for a week now. I’ve spent most of that time visiting refugees in their homes, evaluating their living conditions and health, and assessing their progress since joining JRS. The work is incredibly emotionally draining. The majority of our clients live in situations of extreme poverty with no help or assistance outside of JRS. This work is emotionally demanding in more ways than one, often causing you to question your morals completely.
One of the men who we are providing medical assistance to has a penchant for young girls. High on drugs, the underage sex workers who work at the brothel beside his house flock to his little home in search of drugs. Some of the girls are 15 or 16 years old. JRS is providing him with life-sustaining aid, and he is using his life to provide drugs to young girls in exchange for sex. He is committing statutory rape.
Do we stop providing aid to him? Do we get to make the decision about who lives and who dies? Does Man X forfeit his rights because he’s violating the rights of others? These questions have been at the back of my mind for the last few days. I don’t have an answer at the moment.
The rest of my time has not been any less eventful. I’ve met many incredible people who sacrifice huge amounts of themselves to do this kind of work. The health workers who I have accompanied form personal relationships with their clients. When a client passes away, they mourn their death. I have had a difficult time dealing with this newfound knowledge. How does one cope with losing so many people? Doesn’t it feel disheartening?
On a more positive note, I’ve been practicing my French with our clients from the Congo. I’m really happy that the language helps put people at ease and makes them feel more at home in this difficult environment. If you would like to see some pictures of my journey with JRS, please take a look at my new Instagram that features pictures from my visits.