Alexandra Kamler
Antigua, Guatemala
These past few weeks we have been giving the second part of our two part workshops to the students at INVAL. This workshop builds off of the basic information the students learned in the first workshop about the parts of the bodies, reproductive systems, how they function, and why they’re important. These classes are more engaging for the students because most of the class is demonstrations and activities. We start with an exercise brainstorming about the changes that occur during puberty and then discuss why and how these changes occur. We review menstruation with drawings on the board and then review what tampons and pads are, and how they work. A quick demonstration with a tampon and water from the cap of a water bottle to show how the absorption works always fascinates the students. Using tampons in Guatemala is rather uncommon and none of the students had ever seen exactly how a tampon absorbs liquid. Before I take out the tampon from its wrapper, I hold it up and ask the students to name what I am holding. The most common answer is “condom”. Most of these students do not have ready access to the Internet and are lucky if they have televisions in their homes. For teens in the United States, if they have watched television chances are they have seen a tampon commercial and could most likely recognize one if they saw a teacher holding it up. The inundation of information from the media that happens to children in the United States is not happening here for this particular group of students who make up the lower socio economic class of Antigua. Once we review that no in fact this long plastic tube is a tampon and not a condom, we go on to cover how a woman becomes pregnant, the ways to prevent pregnancy and sexually transmitted infections. We then pass around birth control pills so the students can recognize what a package would look like if they went to a pharmacy to buy a pack, and discuss how the hormones protect a woman from becoming pregnant.
Our workshops take place in the library. The library is a large room filled with desks and a dry erase board at the front. The books that one would expect to find in a library are locked away behind a door where the students cannot access them. I have never seen a librarian, all the books have dust on them and I am not sure if the students are allowed to check them out. I have never seen a student hold one of the books. The other day one of the students asked me what all of the books were for. On either side of the room, there are two walls of windows. On one side, the windows that open an inch or two look over a grassy area. On the other side of the room, the windows, which begin at about waist height and go upwards towards the ceiling look onto the hallway. Usually by the time Alex, Andrea, and I have covered the different methods of birth control and how they work there are three to four teachers standing, peering into the classroom. The first time this happened I went outside to ask if the teachers would like to come in and sit in on the class to hear what we were discussing. They all replied in a hurried fashion and thanked me but were just as happy watching from the outside.
Every morning, after we discuss the different methods to prevent pregnancy, the hormone and the physical barrier methods, we take out the two plastic penis models I bought in a sex shop in Guatemala City. The store did not have two models of the same color so one is a tissue color and the other is fluorescent, it glows in the dark. While I also find this somewhat amusing, the students act as if one of us has just flashed the class. Andrea was trying to explain what the cultural equivalent of having these two models present in the class, let alone asking the students to use them to put condoms on is. In her explanation she helped me remember that these kids have never had their parents talk to them about sex, about how to care for themselves, let alone the correct steps to put a condom on and how to take it off correctly. Culturally, Andrea said it would be something of similar shock value if I were to go into a public high school in New York and put on a porn video. Granted, what we are doing in INVAL is extremely different and the purpose/benefits of the workshops are profoundly different than just showing porn. However, that is the supposed equivalent shock value for this particular group of students. Now by this time, we have about four or five teachers, usually male, standing outside peering into the classroom. To finish out the second workshop we demonstrate, using the models, how to put on and take off a condom correctly. Then we have each student take a male condom, the model, and a paper towel and show us the correct steps, while telling us what they are doing as they are doing it, to check if the condom is still able to be used, how to take it out of the package without damaging it, how to put it on, and how to take it off of the model correctly.
From conversations with the students, I have learned that very few people want to go to the pharmacy or the clinic to talk to a pharmacist or doctor and see if they have a sexually transmitted infection. Just the other day I went into a pharmacy, as I do every morning, to buy two big boxes of condoms- about 90 condoms total depending on how many classes I am teaching that morning. As I was waiting for the pharmacist to go get the boxes, I saw about three or four pharmacists huddle together behind the racks of medicine and start laughing about the condoms I was about to buy. I am the one teaching the sexual health education class and that even made me feel a bit uncomfortable. Imagine how uncomfortable a kid would feel if they went in and wanted to ask a question about how to use a condom, or what lubricant is. After the pharmacist returned, still with a grin on his face, I asked whether he tells the adolescents who come into the pharmacy how to use a condom correctly or if he passes out a pamphlet to ensure they know how to protect themselves. He told me that if they are coming in to buy a condom then they already know how to use it. I recognize that pharmacists do not do that in the United States either, but I still do not think it would hurt to pass out a pamphlet or train the pharmacists so they can learn how to talk about protecting oneself without laughing. I tried another pharmacy in Antigua and that morning I did not explain that I was teaching sexual health education and that is why I was buying the condoms. Before giving me the boxes, the pharmacist asked me what exactly my job was, implying that I might be working nights on the next corner and that’s why I needed so many condoms. It was comical that he thought a gringa is making so much money as a prostitute she has decided to use 80 condoms per night. The whole interaction was wild.
Here in Antigua, people often do not go to the doctor because it is expensive and so they go to the pharmacist, explain their symptoms and the pharmacist provides the medicine they think the sick person should take to recuperate. In the United States, this is usually the role of the doctor. So, if the pharmacist is what the doctor is in the United States, if adolescents come into a pharmacy the pharmacists should be trained on the issues that may be affecting adolescents and should know how to begin a dialogue so that the adolescent feels a bit more comfortable with their purchase of condoms.
Now, back to the classroom. Each student takes a turn as Alex and I go around ensuring and correcting their mistakes as they open, put on, and take off the condom. The 35 sixteen-year-old boys are waiting, making jokes as most adolescent boys would when you show up with a glow in the dark model penis and tell them to put a condom on it. However, when it is their turn, their hands begin to shake and they have difficulty opening the packet. They begin to sweat and all the other boys are silent until they are able to open the package and take out the condom. After the boy complete ONE of the steps correctly, all the boys applaud, and they quickly conclude that he is a sexual expert and because of all of his experience, he can open the condom. This happens almost every time, with almost every boy. We are thankful for those, although they are few, adolescent boys who are not as aggressive and crass about the activity. Remember that INVAL used to be a boys public school but has since turned into co-ed so in each class there are around 3-7 girls. When we get to the girls, they turn squeamish not wanting to touch the condom. The other day we had three girls who refused to do the activity in front of the boys. While I forget this dynamic when I am at the front of the class, I am quickly reminded as the boys all get very quiet, watching which girl can put the condom on correctly. If she completes all of the steps then she has obviously had a lot of experience, if she cannot then there are jokes. Recognizing that this is not the point of the exercise, we had the three girls stay after class, and forced the boys to step away from the windows so that the girls could do the exercise without feeling that pressure.
Looking about what we are doing here at INVAL, I wonder what the Director thinks of it all. She has never walked into our classroom to see what we are teaching. Sure, she glanced over the first few pages of the outlined curriculum but she does not really know what we are teaching her students. No teacher has ever come in to monitor us or evaluate our workshops. Whenever she asks to speak with me, she calls me from out in the hallway. She has never stepped foot into our classroom, not even before we begin teaching. I began to wonder why. I almost started to feel as though she was not interested. Then I realized that perhaps she recognizes the importance of this workshop, wants to continue being able to give it to her students but politically cannot openly support everything that we are bringing to this workshop, penis models and all. By never stepping foot in the classroom, or sitting in on a workshop she can maintain a supposed ignorance about what is going on. If someone is upset about our workshops and come to her, demanding to know how she could have let something like this happen she can still claim that she was unaware. While it is unfortunate that she cannot fully embrace our classes, I do think that is strategic of her to work with us in this manner. The only thing I foresee being a problem is if I try to make this a sustainable program for other students who have interest in continuing our workshops with future classes. The director will be forced to take on a bit more responsibility in regards to what is being taught. At least it seems she would have to be aware of what we are teaching. And so, until next time, I will be teaching and thinking about ways to keep this program we have started sustainable and under the radar until the Director can fully support what we are teaching.