Judy Luo
Centro para la Observación Migratoria y el Desarrollo Social en el Caribe (OBMICA)
Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic
I am soon to return to New York, marking the end of my time with OBMICA in Santo Domingo. With interviews to film with deportees’ families in New York, hours of footage to edit, and articles to pitch and write, I’m just at the beginning of the work I started over the summer. In addition to learning deeply about life after deportation this summer, I spent an equal amount of time pondering the question: who should be doing this work?
As soon as I landed in Santo Domingo, I knew I was going to have a tough summer ahead. Being a solo Asian woman made my work difficult in many ways. My being in public attracted attention and harassment, and filming in public was even more difficult.
When applying for this fellowship, I was wary of selecting my research topic since I am not directly connected to the community of deported Dominicans. I did not want to reproduce the top-down detached dynamic prevalent among Nonprofit Industrial Complex actors and organizations. I made a commitment to apply the spirit of what I have learned from my grassroots abolition work in New York to my work in Santo Domingo.
I tried my best to engage some of the principles of participatory action research. I had some meaningful conversations with folks I interviewed, where they seemed to emerge more aware of their potential and power to advocate for themselves. I practiced mutual aid in different ways. I made friendships beyond the researcher-subject relationship.
Despite all of this, however, factors such as limited time and my identity inevitably contributed towards reproducing the often exploitative relationship human rights actors have with directly impacted communities. At one point in the summer, I was extremely disillusioned with this reality, to the point where I felt the work that I was doing was meaningless. However, in those rare moments where I felt that the people I was working with recognized their own power—even if for a fleeting moment—I saw that something powerful could emerge in the horizontal alliance of advocates and the people they advocate for, a potential for that very delineation to be blurred.
I look forward to bringing forth the stories of Dominican deportees through my documentary, but I am most excited about the relationships I have built that will facilitate my ally work for the building of their own movement in the future.